I've been reading Sadat's book "son : this is your uncle Gamal"
he was saying that he was too busy with war that he didn't care at all when he received the news that he became a father !
it really seemed so cruel to me ,,,, it was like : "i didn't give a damn when u were born , i had more important thing to do " and he's right Egypt is much more important than a son or even 10 but this is the problem of great ppl
they do great stuff , become so busy with everything , trying to make things right and they become like the moon great but lonely !!!
they become so perfect that they do everything only for the others and they expect u to understand that they r so busy 4 the sake of good , they want u as a family to appreciate that and stand this because they can stand it ,,,,, they want u to be great like them because they love u and they want u to be the best ,,,,, to be them
so it becomes a disaster when u try to make them understand that u r not them ,,,, and u don't want that,,, u just want to be u and have part of their precious time but u never manage to!!!!
and here starts a worse disaster , u can't feel or love them anymore !
they become so great that u love them so much the same way u love Saad Zaghlol or Abo Bakr ,,,,, not the way u r suppose to !!!
and when u try to make things right , they won't listen to u,,,,,, cause even they are modest , they hear so many complements that they feel unmistakable anymore , it's like : and what do u know about life or the great effort i do for everybody ? ppl think um a like a prophet and u think i need to change !!!
and they blame u because u r the ungrateful blind who can't see how much they love u
and they r right ,,,, they love u that they r ready to die for u
but dying is the easy part,,,,,,,, that hard part is living for someone !!!
so if u attend to be great one day ,, don't forget ur ppl , they appreciate wt u do , they understand how great u r, and they will be proud of u in front of ppl but u will die slowly in inside of them and they will stand there watching it happen and do nothing about it !!!
relationships r the only game that both players win or loose so try to be always a winner :)))
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